Well, I am willing to cross that bridge. I will do everything in my power to cross it and go toward the side of healing. I do not want to live the way I have been living. I want to heal. I trust you and I know that you will do everything in your power to help me. I know that you will not let me fall. You are the FIRST person my system learned to trust. You have showed us the potential we have. I will do it. I will cross the bridge. But not for you. For me. I will do it for my system. I will do it so that we may heal from the abuse and the past. I want to be able to express my feelings "normally" without an alter coming to take the feelings from me. I want to know what it means to be happy. I want to LOVE, LIVE, and LAUGH without just going through the motions. I will cross the bridge over that terrible and scary fire. But not for you, for me and my system. For healing and happiness and the chance of a "normal" and successful life. I said a week ago when I dumped the alcohol I wasn't going back. And I meant it. I am not going back. I am looking forward and taking it one step at a time.
I know you will continue to help me along my journey. I appreciate you more than words or actions could every express.
Let's work on this marathon, not sprint, together.