Well after doing some research about DID and sleep it turns out I am normal. Normal you say? Yes, many people with DID suffer from insomnia. So how do we go about dealing with it?
Doc suggested that I take my sleeping pills I was prescribed. However, I don't have enough to take them every night. So what else can I do?
Doc also suggested a night time routine to relax me, body, mind, and souls. I am not the type of person to have a night time routine. I do not "reflect" on my day or do deep processing of MY thoughts. It's just not MY personality (no pun intended). However, part of working on MY personality type (different from my personality within the system) is to become a more reflective person. So why not give it a try? If it will help, what do I have to lose?
So this is what I will try:
~I will play piano music to unwind.
~I will have the alters go into their rooms instead of being in the conference room or wandering around the house.
~I will reflect on what I have done that day by keeping a journal. Discussing what went well and what didn't.
~If something didn't go well, I will make a plan of how to help myself the next time it happens.~I will find a safe place to be when I become to overwhelmed. A place that no one else may enter
~I have something to sleep with already. I will continue to use this.
Changing your routines, thoughts, and actions require intense treatment and dedication. It will not be easy. It will be hard. But when was the last thing that was worth your time and energy easy? Everything that requires a change will be hard. But just RELAX and take time to yourself.